Just to revive my blog:) haha currently in 3Hafnium in case you readers don't know:) well so far not bad... hope to have good friends/close friends in class, rather than sticking to 2F people everytime... still not that stressed up yet so thats why i'm posting >.< I love my practical groups for all 3 sciences:)

Chemistry: Candice, Me, Mark and Neville
Biology: As above
Physics: Tse Jie, Me, Jasmine and Yu Rong (p.s the "scientists", be it noob or pro:P)

Science is fun:) haha was so engrossed with hydrilla cell today -.- :P

Hope to keep up in maths:( Lagging le:( and history project argh dunno what to say:P jiayous to history group peeps:) and chemistry too... bio! on saturday, jiayous to us too:) hmms... LA!!!! my favourite project so far!!! great people En Ci, Fang Hua, Jasmine, Regina and me... yesterday and today ws fun:) hope more fun will come up:) kk gtg sleep le:(


nighties everyone:)
tingli 庭俐:) not 听力-.-

Peroformance I screwed....missed parts... then play too soft:( so disappointed in myself lor! haiz... but nvm now have to mug le...eoy!!! gah... n i love the word gahh!!! :)


byebye,
tingli:)

Stupid Ru Mi!!! Argh how dare you toy with my Gun Woo's feelings? Make him cry when he is so caring,nice,sweet and concerned about you? argh cant you appreciate all he has done for you? Sacrificing himself for you and kang mae?! you made him cry! you toyed with his feelings? whats your problem?! still was the first one to like gun woo and now what? found kang mae then literally throw gun woo away? Don't care bout gun woo's feelings after he found out bout ur affair? and u just ran away selfishly cause u sad? then how bout gun woo? don't tell me he isnt upset!!! argh argh ru mi!!! Your name makes me puke in disgust!!!


-loving gunwoo,
tingli... >:(!!!

Sad...weakling me... must grow to be stronger... going to gold coast in dec, shld b happy but cant go band camp... so i m upset... cried. Today's prac was terrible... perc jiayous. Feel kinda hopeless after all he said but... Nothing will stop me from reaching me dreams... No one can stop me. Lord, give me the strength and wisdom. I need to believe that I can achieve as long as Lord Jesus Christ is with me... 人的脚步为耶和华所定，人岂能明白自己的路呢？(smth like that from Proverbs 20:24)... So i must trust in the Lord and have faith that He has a wonderful plan ahead for me... hence I will not be able to understand now what is going on now... However I shall lay my burden on Him, for He shall pick me up whenever I fall. For He loved me first, and therefore I love Him. Thank you Lord...


The Lord is my friend, my master, and my Father. May I continue to grow in faith.


-tingli

I cant stand it any longer... why do only sad things for the past repeat itself? Why must i go thru this torment one more time? was the previous one not enough? was do biased people still survive in this world? why is there so much unjust,unfairness and prejudice happening on/against me? I cant understand what I've done wrong... why? WHY? WHY? I know that God has a plan for me, like He used to have one for my previous torment... but why do i have to go thru this process over again? I guess perhaps God's plan for me is really beyond my comprehension. Argh no one would understand how I feel... No one would truly understand how much all these means to me... No one, there's no one...

I no things wun go my way, but why must it go in a totally opp way? torment, sadness, unfairness, unjust, prejudice, anger, wronged, biased, uncomprehendable, unexplainable... more than these words can describe the situation I'm currently in... Once again, I shall prove to all of you out there that you made the wrong step... I will prove you all wrong!



- dun wanna type my name >:(

Found this nice lyrics:)

別再為他流淚 梁靜茹

你走了太久一定很累　他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆

他其實沒有那麼絕對 遠一點你就看出真偽離開
他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉。

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會　那時你已無所謂


being quite random though :P

finally i get the full story... well at least i can now concentrate on growing and changing to become what God favours and of course doing His work:) Also, I can now concentrate on music and academics... :) well today was half and upset day bah... saddening facts I realised in band, so i have to chiong!!! jiayous! and well the other cant be said...but I am willing to sacrifice for the better of others and not myself. Sometimes we have to learn to give and not only take, in our lives... I guess I've got lots more to learn thru my whole life. Failures and disappoinments keep coming, more and more each time, but I've got to learn how to face it. Thank you Lord for being by my side guiding me all along... I wouldn't have been able to endure each fall without thee, Lord.

Sometimes it is better to have no very close fren then having close frens who give bad influence... dun worry I'm referring to none of you ppl I know, just a word of "wisdom" and randomness from me:P trying to survive each fall with a greater determination to stand up and move on:)


self motivating and emoing,
weirdo me ehs? tingli...